After almost 21 years of living a hectic life ; I found out that these are the things I am most attracted to :

• Arts 
• Articles on wonders 
• Horoscopes
• Aircraft
• FOOD ( :

Starting from now on , I am no longer a literature writer , oh I still loves writing but the emotions have been taken awayy from me to the inside life with my sunshine .

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Very stressful days ahead shows that finals are coming through. Sekejaaaap je rasa, but its been almost 3 years in Penang. I got only 2 final papers, and I am trying my best not to loose any touch and senses sebelum, semasa dan selepas masa final exam. And Insyallah I graduate this semester, (I hope this is it!) with flying colors.

As I put my head up straight and high, I keep wondering what should I do to pursue my degree? I can do it at this local Uni, (of course I can, so positive) OR should I apply somewhere else? Lets take this local Uni as the first choice, and the second choice would be 'somewhere else', *unless you need me to highlight it out clearly for you, I'll do it*.

Local Uni means UiTM lar mana lagi kan. Yes I have no problemo at all applying for degree (sebab penerapan kan confirm larr dapat mehh) but the thing is, and the main point is; course yang ingin di-persue-kan itu tidak di-offer di sini. Too bad I can say UiTM Aerospace masih lagi dalam dilemma. They don't really have enough lecturers and kelengkapan, or should I say one simple aircraft untuk di godeh kan di robekkan oleh kami. Yes, of course I can disassembly an aircraft (: but don't ask about assembly balik. Dalam tangan yang lain, (in the other hand), UiTM Shah Alam sangat sangat lah dekat to my house, *not lar walking distance* but its so close to my house kalau kelas pukul 8 pagi tu pukul 8 bangun pun tak apa, haha. Kat sini pun lebih kurang je. However, I don't mind, in fact I prefer inside kolej untuk didiami. Its of personal reason. Anyway, itulah main problem UiTM Shah Alam tidak menawarkan kos yang menarik perhatian saya.

By any chance, other private Uni, *tak perlulah saya meng-highlight-kan mana mana private Uni* ada menggubal jadual jadual kelas dengan kos yang menarik disamping fasiliti yang agak hebat, *juga tidak perlu dinyatakan disini*. Cuma lokasi nya agak tidak menarik. Hadeehh, kenapalah jauh sangat to my house. I am tired of staying away, far far away from house, from boyfriend - with no 's'-.

To the conclusion, borang penerapan telah diisi selengkapnya, dan pure masih menjadi pilihan utama, hopefully dapatalah mana mana tempat. And hopefully any choices outside there yang membuka ruang dan luang masa depan cerah akan terserlah tidak lama lagi. Amin (':

Thinking of those moments, it really feels alive. Touch my hands, hold me tight in your arms and even in this starry night; I still can feel you beside. May the 8th months brings the best out of us and this relationship (':

It was all written to end, baby. 

In the vague of dim light , unknown faces are lost in the rhythm and the loud music seems to hypnotized these souls to fly up high from the ground of reality . One nice smile , green eyed , black leather jacket and the chemistry that worked rapidly pushed the tease to the next level . As this beau comes closer , the sarcastic aura of his perfume heated up this lust and boiled the sense of patience to obedient . I can no longer redeem my loyalty , I am no longer in control . My body and soul are lost in the vibe of his hand . The tendency of high consciousness has failed to response . Taking a beauty grasp of air , trying to survive the moment of motion . Not to lost in this howling of nature attraction . Grip and grab then pull me inside , make me lost in the night of silence .

Time passed by so fast I couldn't even inhale completely the perfect mixture of bittersweet and sugary sour of the combination. Realizing life is more to be indulge than this flavor, I keep the pace to make hold this relation on the top notch. Even sometimes I get drown in my own recipe ;

Happy Solid 7th Months , <3

Something just triggered my sense of humanity. As I realize this world is not only complicated, but also being harsh and unfair at the same time. I would love to let myself out and away for some moment and give you the freedom of choice as you walk through the bridge of options. I would want to see the world of wisdom with my naked eyes and walk on the land of cruelty with my bare feet. I wanted to learn everything I could so that this feeling is secured enough on the hands of the beholder. I want to be young as possible. I want beauty to stay away from the wind of change. I don't want your love and lust to stay, while you hold your hands with another queen inside you, I want the passion and the trust too. Take me to the top mountain and i'll keep the coffee warm for you.