Put my head up straight . Think think think think think . Blink blink blink blink blink . Still blurrr . and empty . I have decided . Yes, I know . Everyone knew . Everyone knew that I wont continue doing the aircraft thing not because I dont have the talent , but also I am weak ( according to my daddy , He always & always describe as that ( quoted from mom ) ) and I am a women which I don't want to be stuck in the hanger doing the guys job while my little cute babies are dying at the nursery .

I made my mind ( I think that should be final ) . BUT , listen . Open your big eyes , and shut those big mouth ; every single time that I saw an aircraft melintas or even up up high in the sky , I would look up with a drum beat heart thumping bumping in my chest , and gelora inside me is different . Its like working , handling , touching the solid body round of the aircraft is my dream . Call me silly , but thats how I feel inside . Hear me deep ! Close my eyes and I can gaze through the solid blast sound I knew it is my destiny . How can I express it more ?

Baby , remember once I ikut you pergi airport and you nak stop nearby the drop spot to watch all the aeroplanes landing and steering ; bukan I tak nak , I want it soo bad , but I have to face the fact that I wont do any aircraft things anymore . Forget the fuselage , emphanage , ailerons , hydraulics and all . I am changing my course , and I hope this is the best for my future .

Yelah orang kata kalau hidup nak senang , ikut cakap orang tua ; They know the best for you . and I hope , I just hope inilah jalan yang paling baik ke syurga dunia . Omputeh kata " Heaven on earth " , Amiinn !