In a relationship not based from trust.

This feeling is not to share, its to be bury down the highest hill so it wont come again. It feels uneasy. It feels strange and the aura of sickness is within. I've let it go, let it passed but the moment it needs moore; I can't request for extra passion and condiments. I just need the peace of mind and some little seconds. This is how I feel yesterday when I have pee and I feel like peeing again, LOL. It sucks, especially when you are not in a comfortable place and a controllable hormone level. In time like this I just need to be in one place that is warm and cozy, home. So this is what i always got as a result of neglecting one of the most important substance to be consume everydayy. This is a sin and punishment to myself, although I'm not 100% to be blame because I am on my way back home from Lumut. I cannot wait to reach Shah Alam, fast. 


Drink some clear water, don't let yourself suffer from this gray feelings. 7 glass a day 49 glass a week, some litres could save your moment with love ones <3