Yesterday is soo beautiful that I did not realize the time is soo damn jealous to me. I had fun. A lot of fun. You dont talk much so you can keep a real secret. You never make any trouble, I feel easy with you. You dont brake my heart and I took good care of you. Yet, it is almost time to go home. I know I wont see you anymore, not a chance, yes Im glad we had this moment together. I promise I will clean all the mess I did before I go. Im going to leave you all shine. I hope you will have fun soon. Im going to miss you, C.

Sometimes, I feel like stop giving hope to myself, anymore.

It is when you were around, but did not notice me.

Its always hopeless, always.

Dont freak out;

Im in love w/ your bf, fullstop.

Nothing lasts forever, baby.