I dont miss you , honestly . I could look at you with all the hatred . I could forgive myself for letting you go . Yet , i know who am i lying to when i said i could replace one lover like you . In your life , you are going to fall in love so hard you bounced up to the moon and back , but only once . Though you'll look back to the memories and cried , keep pushing forward is always the best option . I will cherish those times , i wanted someone to love me that bad again , but i know the world dont work that way . You came when i least expected , and i go when you didnt expected me to . I leaved traces of regrets , but i will keep this beautiful memories close to my heart . I know i am the one to blame but maybe fate has written better story for you . I used to said i love you so much i could lie there forever without talking to you but only to see your face . Everything is perfect back then . Life seemed complete , my every drop of happiness felt like sins . Day and night went so fast , we didnt see what is at the end of the tunnel . You treated me well , talked nicely , pay a very very delicate attention , attended to my needs without any questions . Being in love with you has made me a lot better person , and if i had one like you this very moment , i will never let go , again . Sadly , i didnt . Yes i falled in love when i thought i am strong enough , i have loved myself enough . I am wrong . I am at my weakest point when he poisoned me with his lies . After a while , i wish , and i really wish i did not made this mistake . I feel like holding onto something that is not even there . He cant even tell when i am sad , he refused to take care of my feelings anymore . He throwed me away when i needed him the most , his happiness is to see me struggle , his love is only when he wants me . I felt , invisible .
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
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