Someone,
when you were in front, i doubt to loose you.
because you are the best-est ever,
you were always there. always.
and the world is not enough to describe you. 

I must admit,
I cant never take my mind and eyes off you,
even when he is beside. and purple burns me.
did i tell you how I love your hugs,
and all about the memories?

Im sorry,
I am not there. I know how it feels now,
to loose you, again. 
and so I stop chasing.

Because I know, you never thought
I would be like what I am now;
after I lost you when he came.

Love,

Ex-teddy :'|

Yesterday is soo beautiful that I did not realize the time is soo damn jealous to me. I had fun. A lot of fun. You dont talk much so you can keep a real secret. You never make any trouble, I feel easy with you. You dont brake my heart and I took good care of you. Yet, it is almost time to go home. I know I wont see you anymore, not a chance, yes Im glad we had this moment together. I promise I will clean all the mess I did before I go. Im going to leave you all shine. I hope you will have fun soon. Im going to miss you, C.

Sometimes, I feel like stop giving hope to myself, anymore.

It is when you were around, but did not notice me.

Its always hopeless, always.

Dont freak out;

Im in love w/ your bf, fullstop.

Nothing lasts forever, baby.

You, bee.

Love,

I dont want you to go, but I want to leave you.

I want you to suffer, but I want to please you.

I want you to want me, but I want to play hard.

I want you to chase when I look like running,

You know the fact that I am still here, waiting.

I want you to hold me tight and treat me right,

You know what I really like, right?

Give me billion of hugs, Ill pay you with a smug.

I want you to be in my game,

so this circle will never end.

Bring me the joy, so the memories will stay.

And this love will never go awayy, <3

But B.,

Years passed by, love will die.

Time is precious, yours nor my.

The school, the friends and the foes,

when they come and go,

I still stay because I know;

We were so in love, and love is so.

After quite a while then I can see,

you're changing me, what I used to be,

when I was once falling for you.

yet bee, you were different too,

now I can see it in you.

but I am not ready to leave;

so just let the game lead.

Let the winners made right,

shud the love live ,or die tonight.

"SCHNELL, TO FREEDOM."