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I used to hurt so bad , only words could express it . After such a long time of happiness , i didnt write . Things change , so does people . I could see the baby steps of how madly in love i was . The night , the stars , the moon and the sun ; every bits matters to give succulent accent to the words . And when it failed , i have lost my touch & my pure serenity . World is insane , for a while . And thats when sanity makes sense . 

I used to thought i want you . I was needy , and clingy . That time i was lost . Faith , ways , mind , soul . Everthing . I walked empty . I absorb every human body i could hang on to . The nightmare still plays . And its never over .