Haha terkena kau lagi . Too much trust kan . And you're too sincere . Aku ketepikan semua . Dewa kan kau . Yang dah tentunya di akhir jalan , aku yang kecewa . This is another lesson . Yang esok aku lupa , seperti biasa aku tunduk dengan kisah nya . Melutut macam aku tak boleh hidup tanpa nya . Dia tak melontarkan kebencian nya , dia tak mencaci cerca memburu suara , tapi dia menyimpan jitu segala rahsia nya . Dia racun dengan syrup caramel . Manis kan , tapi cukup membunuh . Tapi mata hati yang buta masih saja sambil lewa memesan perkara yang sama . Ketagih rasa belaian nya , kau seronok kan dibuai dalam janji manis dia . May one day you'll be in sweet rehab , bukan hari ini bukan esok , cukup bila kau yakin masa nya dah sampai .

Cure me with your sickness . Poison me with you love . Make me beg of your lust . Drown me with the words of an acoustic mind . Journeys ahead is looked upon a bright smile , soaking in happiness . Swirling around and around and around of the flower chamber . Sometimes the prick torn pick , and sometimes the roses blooms in trick . Both ways kisses the killers and the mind of its own . Burn away 6 months that passes by in a blink of a prayers eye . I sip in the antidote to your high fantasy , and im in love . Even the words of wisdom that whispers to the lungs breath carefully into the blood have gained the monster's trust and take you one step closer to his nest . Salute . 

He wasnt really love at first sight thing . Worse , he could only be rebound of bad break up . Both ways fulfill the clingy and needy attitude . 

You know you gave up once . Not sure enough if he is worth the fight . Worth the night . Or even the right . You made up your mind when suddenly he renewed his vows , promised to be all better . 

And the world changed , differently . It was rainbows , colors , tears of joy and laughter . Sometimes it scares you , not knowing if its going to last . 

I want to be honest , no secrets . But i wonder if you'll be same . Caught you selling sweet honeys & keeping cookies , trust is not earned . Respect is burned . Oftenly , forgiveness is the queen's most lame weakness . Reason why advantages orbits his system , killing the vulnurable ozone .  

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I used to hurt so bad , only words could express it . After such a long time of happiness , i didnt write . Things change , so does people . I could see the baby steps of how madly in love i was . The night , the stars , the moon and the sun ; every bits matters to give succulent accent to the words . And when it failed , i have lost my touch & my pure serenity . World is insane , for a while . And thats when sanity makes sense . 

I used to thought i want you . I was needy , and clingy . That time i was lost . Faith , ways , mind , soul . Everthing . I walked empty . I absorb every human body i could hang on to . The nightmare still plays . And its never over .