Put my head up straight . Think think think think think . Blink blink blink blink blink . Still blurrr . and empty . I have decided . Yes, I know . Everyone knew . Everyone knew that I wont continue doing the aircraft thing not because I dont have the talent , but also I am weak ( according to my daddy , He always & always describe as that ( quoted from mom ) ) and I am a women which I don't want to be stuck in the hanger doing the guys job while my little cute babies are dying at the nursery .
I made my mind ( I think that should be final ) . BUT , listen . Open your big eyes , and shut those big mouth ; every single time that I saw an aircraft melintas or even up up high in the sky , I would look up with a drum beat heart thumping bumping in my chest , and gelora inside me is different . Its like working , handling , touching the solid body round of the aircraft is my dream . Call me silly , but thats how I feel inside . Hear me deep ! Close my eyes and I can gaze through the solid blast sound I knew it is my destiny . How can I express it more ?
Baby , remember once I ikut you pergi airport and you nak stop nearby the drop spot to watch all the aeroplanes landing and steering ; bukan I tak nak , I want it soo bad , but I have to face the fact that I wont do any aircraft things anymore . Forget the fuselage , emphanage , ailerons , hydraulics and all . I am changing my course , and I hope this is the best for my future .
Yelah orang kata kalau hidup nak senang , ikut cakap orang tua ; They know the best for you . and I hope , I just hope inilah jalan yang paling baik ke syurga dunia . Omputeh kata " Heaven on earth " , Amiinn !
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
After almost 21 years of living a hectic life ; I found out that these are the things I am most attracted to :
- Arts
- Articles on wonders
- Horoscopes
- Aircraft
- FOOD ( :
Starting from now on , I am no longer a literature writer , oh I still loves writing but the emotions have been taken awayy from me to the inside life with my sunshine .
XX
Friday, April 8, 2011
Very stressful days ahead shows that finals are coming through. Sekejaaaap je rasa, but its been almost 3 years in Penang. I got only 2 final papers, and I am trying my best not to loose any touch and senses sebelum, semasa dan selepas masa final exam. And Insyallah I graduate this semester, (I hope this is it!) with flying colors.
As I put my head up straight and high, I keep wondering what should I do to pursue my degree? I can do it at this local Uni, (of course I can, so positive) OR should I apply somewhere else? Lets take this local Uni as the first choice, and the second choice would be 'somewhere else', *unless you need me to highlight it out clearly for you, I'll do it*.
Local Uni means UiTM lar mana lagi kan. Yes I have no problemo at all applying for degree (sebab penerapan kan confirm larr dapat mehh) but the thing is, and the main point is; course yang ingin di-persue-kan itu tidak di-offer di sini. Too bad I can say UiTM Aerospace masih lagi dalam dilemma. They don't really have enough lecturers and kelengkapan, or should I say one simple aircraft untuk di godeh kan di robekkan oleh kami. Yes, of course I can disassembly an aircraft (: but don't ask about assembly balik. Dalam tangan yang lain, (in the other hand), UiTM Shah Alam sangat sangat lah dekat to my house, *not lar walking distance* but its so close to my house kalau kelas pukul 8 pagi tu pukul 8 bangun pun tak apa, haha. Kat sini pun lebih kurang je. However, I don't mind, in fact I prefer inside kolej untuk didiami. Its of personal reason. Anyway, itulah main problem UiTM Shah Alam tidak menawarkan kos yang menarik perhatian saya.
By any chance, other private Uni, *tak perlulah saya meng-highlight-kan mana mana private Uni* ada menggubal jadual jadual kelas dengan kos yang menarik disamping fasiliti yang agak hebat, *juga tidak perlu dinyatakan disini*. Cuma lokasi nya agak tidak menarik. Hadeehh, kenapalah jauh sangat to my house. I am tired of staying away, far far away from house, from boyfriend - with no 's'-.
To the conclusion, borang penerapan telah diisi selengkapnya, dan pure masih menjadi pilihan utama, hopefully dapatalah mana mana tempat. And hopefully any choices outside there yang membuka ruang dan luang masa depan cerah akan terserlah tidak lama lagi. Amin (':
As I put my head up straight and high, I keep wondering what should I do to pursue my degree? I can do it at this local Uni, (of course I can, so positive) OR should I apply somewhere else? Lets take this local Uni as the first choice, and the second choice would be 'somewhere else', *unless you need me to highlight it out clearly for you, I'll do it*.
Local Uni means UiTM lar mana lagi kan. Yes I have no problemo at all applying for degree (sebab penerapan kan confirm larr dapat mehh) but the thing is, and the main point is; course yang ingin di-persue-kan itu tidak di-offer di sini. Too bad I can say UiTM Aerospace masih lagi dalam dilemma. They don't really have enough lecturers and kelengkapan, or should I say one simple aircraft untuk di godeh kan di robekkan oleh kami. Yes, of course I can disassembly an aircraft (: but don't ask about assembly balik. Dalam tangan yang lain, (in the other hand), UiTM Shah Alam sangat sangat lah dekat to my house, *not lar walking distance* but its so close to my house kalau kelas pukul 8 pagi tu pukul 8 bangun pun tak apa, haha. Kat sini pun lebih kurang je. However, I don't mind, in fact I prefer inside kolej untuk didiami. Its of personal reason. Anyway, itulah main problem UiTM Shah Alam tidak menawarkan kos yang menarik perhatian saya.
By any chance, other private Uni, *tak perlulah saya meng-highlight-kan mana mana private Uni* ada menggubal jadual jadual kelas dengan kos yang menarik disamping fasiliti yang agak hebat, *juga tidak perlu dinyatakan disini*. Cuma lokasi nya agak tidak menarik. Hadeehh, kenapalah jauh sangat to my house. I am tired of staying away, far far away from house, from boyfriend - with no 's'-.
To the conclusion, borang penerapan telah diisi selengkapnya, dan pure masih menjadi pilihan utama, hopefully dapatalah mana mana tempat. And hopefully any choices outside there yang membuka ruang dan luang masa depan cerah akan terserlah tidak lama lagi. Amin (':
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
In the vague of dim light , unknown faces are lost in the rhythm and the loud music seems to hypnotized these souls to fly up high from the ground of reality . One nice smile , green eyed , black leather jacket and the chemistry that worked rapidly pushed the tease to the next level . As this beau comes closer , the sarcastic aura of his perfume heated up this lust and boiled the sense of patience to obedient . I can no longer redeem my loyalty , I am no longer in control . My body and soul are lost in the vibe of his hand . The tendency of high consciousness has failed to response . Taking a beauty grasp of air , trying to survive the moment of motion . Not to lost in this howling of nature attraction . Grip and grab then pull me inside , make me lost in the night of silence .
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